Had first MRI today.  After seeing her off, Jen and I decided to go to lunch and shop for baby clothes.  The distraction was just what I needed.  At lunch, Jennifer kept saying how sorry she was that we were going through this.  I told her it was only God that was getting us through because I personally didn't have that kind of strength.  Later that night I had a complete and total breakdown, hysterical sobbing, irrational thinking.  I remember Kenny telling me to let it out, to do whatever I needed to do to get through.  I cried so hard my eyes were swollen and sore the next morning.

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