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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Today I laid to rest an old friend

Little Bita Coker "Beauty"
by Marshall Coker, AQHA 2X Supreme Champion
1984-2011

Today I laid to rest a lifelong friend.  I have been grieving her death for weeks leading up to today.  It was hard to fathomparting with her.  I mean...I have had her since I was 15..I'm 38.   To say Beauty has been with me through all of life's ups and downs is an under statement. 
I remember the year I got her.  My Mom and Dad had recently divorced, and life was really hard for me at the time.  My cousin Earl wanted to get back into horses but didn't have the time to dedicate since he was a busy attorney at the time.  So I remember he told me if I found the right horse and set everything up, he would consider making the investment.  So I started right away making phone calls, researching blood lines, etc.  And I found Beauty. 


She was just a 2 year old when we got her.  And since she had not been handled much, the first couple of years were, well, interesting...  But around the age of 6 she really came into herself.  And it was also around this time that people would just come up and start talking to me about her, about how they couldn't get over how pretty she was.  She Was pretty, picture book pretty.  Up until she was about 10 I had offer after offer to sell her, and I just couldn't.  She was family.


Beauty always had a way with kids too.  So many little children experienced their first ride on a horse on Beauty.  I remember when my niece Jessica was just little, maybe 18 months or so, she would come stay with Mom and I and right at the crack of dawn she would come find me and her little fingers would peel back my eye lids and say in the cutest little voice, "Aunt Dicki, when are we going to go feed BEEEUUUTTTYYYY?"  Lol.  She had to annunciate each syllable of Beauty's name.  So Jessica also had her first horse ride on Beauty.  It was so cute too, because as soon as her little butt hit Beauty's back she would squeal and giggle as she held onto Beauty's mane.


Once I graduated from highschool, I still continued to do barrel racing, on a small scale, mostly local county rodeos.  Beauty loved the barrel pattern.  As soon we lined up to go in the ring she would start hopping up and down with her front feet, like she couldn't wait to get going.  Aside from barrel racing and showing, Beauty was just my buddy ya know?  I can't even tell you how many times I had a bad day at work or a fight with a boyfriend, and I'd walk out to the barn, bury my face in her mane, and just cry.  She would always reach around and nuzzle me as if to say, "It's ok, I'm here for you."

There are so many memories I have of Beauty, I could probably write for hours and still not cover everything.  I just wanted this post to honor such a great horse, and great friend.  A horse that crossed the boundary long ago of just another horse, she was family...and she will never be forgotten.

Beauty, I hope that now you are in horse heaven somewhere, running with no more pain in your legs.  Maybe Mom is even getting a chance to ride you now that you both have been restored to total health.  I love you Beauty.  There will never be another horse like you.


"Beauty"
1984-2011



Friday, October 21, 2011

I promise to update soon

I am sorry I have not updated lately:~( I have not been feeling very well...to say the least. I am approx 7 weeks along right now, and just started feeling sick about 4 days ago. There is lots to update, and I promise to soon! Just bear with me while I deal with this morning sickness.

God Bless,

Vicki

I promise to post updates soon

I am sorry I have not updated lately:~( I have not been feeling very well...to say the least. I am approx 7 weeks along right now, and just started feeling sick about 4 days ago. There is lots to update, and I promise to soon! Just bear with me while I deal with this morning sickness.

God Bless,

Vicki

I promise to update soon

I am sorry I have not updated lately:~(  I have not been feeling very well...to say the least.  I am approx 7 weeks along right now, and just started feeling sick about 4 days ago.  There is lots to update, and I promise to soon!  Just bear with me while I deal with this morning sickness.

God Bless,

Vicki

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Our BIG Announcement!!!

I am so excited to announce that Kenny and I are EXPECTING A BABY!!


Our lives have been so crazy for the past several years that the thought of ever having another baby was just a distant wish. The year after Ava was born was consumed with just trying to survive, and then the next couple of years were consumed with getting my nursing license.
It was sometime last year we were talking one night and the topic of another baby came up, and I was just blurted out, "I really want another baby." I confided in Kenny that I felt robbed of Ava's newborn experience. I had my little girl, yet...I didn't. For the past 3 1/2 years I have avoided play dates, birthday parties, you name it. It has gotten easier, but it's still not easy. Another special needs mom that I know said she had two special needs children and was then blessed with a third healthy child.

So back to mine and Kenny's conversation...

I told Kenny that I was experiencing an internal battle. One part of me wanted so badly to have a healthy baby. The other part of me kept getting caught up in what others would think.."People will think I'm nuts for getting pregnant again after Ava's birth," or, "Maybe I'm too old." And many others... But ya know what? I wasn't exactly a young first-time mom. I was 32 when I had my first baby, 34 when I had Ava, and had healthy pregnancies with both. With Aohdan I Did have a touch of gestational diabetes, but was able to control it with diet. With Ava I had no problems at all. My blood pressure the day I went into labor was 112/54. The biggest thing I am worried about is that I have packed on 35 lbs since Ava's birth. And I have noticed that my blood sugar is more 'touchy' this time aorund. But I have a wonderful OB that will take great care of us, and I will be delivering in the OR just in case anything goes haywire. Were not taking any chances this time.

So please just keep us in your prayers. We are so excited to be pregnant again, but we are battling anxieties and some fears. We just want so badly to hold a healthy, crying, pink baby at delivery.

Kids say and do the cutest things

After Kenny and I confirmed we were expecting, we told Aohdan that "Mommy had a baby in her belly."  Well Aohdan thought I said "Bug" and proceeds to go into the kitchen and get a spoon out of the silverware drawer.  He comes walking towards me and I asked him what he was going to use the spoon for and he says very matter-of-factly, "Mommy, I'm going to get the bug out of your belly."  Lololol.

When I clarified that I said "Baby" and not "Bug," well then he wanted to know how it got in there and when it was coming out.  Oh boy... 

Our BIG Announcement!

I am so excited to announce that Kenny and I are EXPECTING A BABY!!


Our lives have been so crazy for the past several years that the thought of ever having another baby was just a distant wish. The year after Ava was born was consumed with just trying to survive, and then the next couple of years were consumed with getting my nursing license. 
It was sometime last year we were talking one night and the topic of another baby came up, and I was just blurted out, "I really want another baby." I confided in Kenny that I felt robbed of Ava's newborn experience. I had my little girl, yet...I didn't. For the past 3 1/2 years I have avoided play dates, birthday parties, you name it. It has gotten easier, but it's still not easy.  Another special needs mom that I know said she had two special needs children and was then blessed with a third healthy child. 

So back to mine and Kenny's conversation...

I told Kenny that I was experiencing an internal battle.  One part of me wanted so badly to have a healthy baby.  The other part of me kept getting caught up in what others would think.."People will think I'm nuts for getting pregnant again after Ava's birth," or, "Maybe I'm too old."  And many others...  But ya know what?  I wasn't exactly a young first-time mom.  I was 32 when I had my first baby, 34 when I had Ava, and had healthy pregnancies with both.  With Aohdan I Did have a touch of gestational diabetes, but was able to control it with diet.  With Ava I had no problems at all.  My blood pressure the day I went into labor was 112/54.  The biggest thing I am worried about is that I have packed on 35 lbs since Ava's birth.  And I have noticed that my blood sugar is more 'touchy' this time aorund.  But I have a wonderful OB that will take great care of us, and I will be delivering in the OR just in case anything goes haywire. Were not taking any chances this time.

So please just keep us in your prayers.  We are so excited to be pregnant again, but we are battling anxieties and some fears.  We just want so badly to hold a healthy, crying, pink baby at delivery.